Gifts

So, I was sitting here trying to think what to write when I feel a "pull" to paint.. But I needed to write... Having the need that I always have to create.. But I wanted to write form my heart so I bring you...a random lesson .


one of the things that will always and has stayed with me is (G*d has given you these talents ) I don't know where it came from but it has always stayed with me..  I can recall sitting in the car while my friends mom ( going home?)as she told this to us.(not exact but you get the idea)  God given 3 people talents.. One decided to bury all his gifts,the 2nd buried half,the 3rd used all his gifts. ( how many exactly I can't remember ) So, One day G*d decided to see how they have used their gifts that they were given...Sadden by how some have treated their gifts G*d took them away from those that didn't use them.The 1st had none,the 2nd had half,the 3rd who used all their gifts kept them and was able to show,help,praise,true to them-self by using all of their gifts...~ regardless how/what your ( or my own ,however confusing they can be lol) beliefs/doctrine are/is.. This has stuck with me.. I do think it is important to use your gifts.. We are all very talented creatures..I have seen people mend broken pieces around them.. have given light to those who needed.. have honored their beliefs whatever they are and heal their communities. So why not use them... But as I said this has always stayed with me all these years.. and I'm very thankful.. It has help given me motivation to go you know.. I can.. and look at all the good that can come from it..maybe I had a bad day that day.. But...this is one those things that has influenced a part of  my life..the things the "12 yr old" me remembered......


I'm not sure how much of this they remeber but .. I hope they see this.. but I have always remember and thank you.. and maybe this someone else will remember and apply to their life how they see fit ... idk...


Now.. my ramblings or affirmations

Today(as I see myself): i'm a dancer,"fine" artist, writer..a actor,.I follow my heart. I help things that need help. i try to "live a good life" . i have courage. i'm a strong young woman. who always been a bit 'weird" i dare to believe in dreams ppl have yet to see.. and will always be a voice for those who can't..i don't care if I'm alone i want to stand at the end of my life and say ive believed and tried..i was given wings.. i should use em... hope maybe my voice is clear..and nobody will try to take my dreams away from me...
I'm thankful to all the ppl ( and the crazy little voice within me)who said I could and given me knowledge,power,strength ... to say I can. <3

 what a wonderful gift..... our creations.... go and create <33 :)

Gratitude & Writtings

Gratitude.. So, I been trying this status thing on Facebook of a Daily Gratitude for 90 days +...(+ if you wanted) Well . I decided to do it because I do it anyway privately to myself before I go to bed..Well, I try to be more public with my gratitude. It's something I shouldn't be hiding. Like it's some sort of deep dark secret.. I've been trying to think of things that normally slip through the cracks and not being repetitive.. I don't want to be "forced" Like I missed a day.. It still needs to have the heart behind it.. Ok so I'm thankful for cookies and coffee. But you know I felt that..It took a bit for those treats to find their way to me..They were tasty and made me warm and gigglely ." the Aquarian " in me doesn't just want to put.. I'm grateful for my friends <3 Well, Yes, I'm grateful for them.Yes,Some are closer to me than others.. But each one of them if they know it or not inspires me on some area of my life and/or I have a great respect for.. I love them very much.. 


That kinda now brings me to why I'm now " A blogger" I don't know maybe cause I like attention.Well, I do.. I aint going to lie. But I think I needed a writing outlet and this will work. And can maybe help me write the book I always wanted to write.. As with everything is a journey, a  string..something of flavor if you wish to see it or not.. Sometimes not..


~A